Sunday, July 27, 2008

Bitch

I should be writing something constructive but this is how I feel.

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing


Meredith Brooks, cheesy but totally accurate today.

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

Oh, my. Do I need to come over?

Seumas Gagne said...

Sounds like you're hurting to beat the band. Take deep breaths. Trust. Take a vacation from your inner dialogue if you think it might help.

Muganoot Mommy said...

Breathe, my friend.

Janine said...

((((HUGS))))